Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Not So Sure...

I sit here typing and my baby boy is in his crib SCREAMING and CRYING. I hate it. Every little bit in me wants to just go grab him but I know it is not going to help him in the long run.  Up until lastnight he would go to bed fine by himself without a peep! Not so sure what is going on here but I am convinced it is just a stage. Lastnight after letting him cry for an hour (with small intervals where I would check on him and tell him that it is night night time) Andy went up and it must have broke his heart because down the stairs he came, baby in hand. I was relaxing on the couch and he placed Brody in my arms and he never opened his eyes again till morning! So precious. Somehow through all of this Hudson is sleeping soundly. We will get through it...but being a mommy is difficult at times. I really look forward to the time when he is two or three and can explain to me what is wrong!  On top of everything, Brody has a very strong-willed personality. He will NOT give up. It has been half an hour now...and he is still going strong!

Anyways on a happier note the weather is getting warmer as time goes on and I absolutely love it! We are already planning out some landscaping for the outside and flowers and screening in our back patio...I just love the warm weather and we just dont get enough of it in NY, thats for sure! And with the warm weather comes overtime for Andy as the college preps for graduation! It makes for long days for me but luckily its only for a month or so.

Ok...Im going to see what else I can do to pass time while he cries and cries...UGH! Please just give in Brody :0( You are tearing mommys heart out!!

2 comments:

Miss Applegarth said...

Awe poor Brody! Aunt Ashley will come and pick u up! I give you credit Tris I couldn't do it! He will get through it! He will be a big boy soon enough! I love and miss both of my nephews so much!

Jillian said...

It's so hard but you know very well that it's well worth it for mama and baby to have him sleeping well!! It will get easier.. I promise:-) I think you told me that when Brooke was a baby!