Wednesday, February 9, 2011
JOY!
I have been reading a book called Crazy Love by Francis Chan. I encourage everyone to read it...it has changed my life already and I'm only on chapter four. Basically it is teaching me that our lives are a vapor...here today, gone tomorrow. We need to use each second that we have to bring about JOY in our lives because we never know when it may be our day to meet Jesus face to face. It is teaching me not to love this life we are living here on earth--but long for life eternal. As americans...we worship this life and all that it brings with it. New cars, new cell phones, the best houses, bigger and better everything. The bible says we are to store up our treasures in heaven, not on earth. So what are we doing? I have been there...wanting this or that...but what happens when I get it? I move on to wanting something else. That vicious cycle of never being truly happy. I am here to tell you that you can find true JOY...the only One who can give you true joy is God. I have found it and I want everyone to feel what I feel. Peace in knowing that the Lord has everything under control. I have peace...and peace is an amazing feeling. Even in the storms of life...His anchor holds. He knew you before you were born...he counted the hairs on your head. Your creator longs for a personal relationship with you. He created us for His pleasure...He will make living worth while. Trust me...Trust HIM!
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Oh BABY!!!
The best thing of all about this pregnancy is the fact that my best friend is also pregnant and due only six weeks before me! I have never been able to experience pregnancy alongside someone else let alone my best friend!! I am excited to share in the experiences with her and plan some fun things along the way!!! Im also going to plan her baby shower and I LOVE planning parties!!!
Everyone is always saying that they hope I have a girl or something about me wanting a girl and I need to set the record straight (even though very few actually read this)! I appreciate everyone wanting me to have something different but sometimes there is some comfort in what you already know. I already know how to raise little boys...I already have boy clothes...I alredy have the trucks and trains and cars...I love my boys. I honestly would not have gotten pregnant if I werent ok with having three boys. I put my faith in the Lord and I trust the only He knows what is best for me. He may know that I wouldnt be able to handle a teenage girl and all that comes along with one. I want a girl only when I am shopping bc they always have such cute stuff but I have to say I try very hard to be creative when dressing my boys and they are pretty stylish too if I do say so myself :) And I will conclude this paragraph with the fact that boys LOVE their mamas. There is nothing like the love from your baby boy. Hudson always wanted to marry me :) That was the most precious thing ever! Point is...I would absolutely LOVE being the proud mom of three wonderful boys who will make great husbands might I add :)
Brody will be 2 in a few weeks! The party planning shall begin...stay tuned!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
its that time again?
I cannot believe that Christmas is just two measly months away. Can you believe it? I actually LOVE the entire anticipation of Christmas. I grew up with so many family traditions for Christmas and I have carried on each one with my own children but this year I think I want to make our own. There is a place in our area where you can go on a horse and buggy ride, get hot chocolate, and cut down a real Christmas tree. It will definitely be different to have a real tree in our house...hoping I can get the gumption to keep my favorite white tree packed away. I love the music and the warmth of our cozy homes and the baking and just everything about it. I really cant wait!
On another note: I attended "mommy and me" night at Hudsons preschool tonight and we had a blast! We made many crafts, ate pizza, and played with his friends. The teachers did a little interview with the kids about their moms and posted the answers on the wall. Hudson says that I have brown eyes, I read books about flowers, books to him and I read my own books...If I was an animal I would be a caterpillar bc I was adopted...I take him on date nights to dunkin donuts and to the mall...and he loves me because I take him places and we go on dates. So cute but just to set it straight...Im not adopted. haha. not even remotely. I want to adopt...maybe he got confused. Lol. It made me feel really good that the one message that I want to send to my children means a lot to Hudson as well and I think he gets it. I constantly remind my children that God made them special. Our dates together reiterate that fact and I just hope that we will have many more dates together. I love that boy.
Well...Im pooped. Headed to bed! Goodnight!
Friday, October 8, 2010
Audience of 1
Brody is doing wonderful as well although him and Hudson are like night and day! Brody is sweet...but dont make him mad! lol. As the little brother he is going to make himself known! :) But thats not a bad thing...he is actually HILARIOUS! My mom and I always have great "brody" stories! He is seriously funny! A little comedian and I just love it! I love that he is so different from Hudson and I will continue to encourage that as much as I can and channel it into a positive direction :) I think that when we come across a "strong willed child" sometime we can quash their "leader" type attributes and actually do more harm than good. We will see!
I have to say that something that the Lord has hard pressed on my heart lately is Adoption. I feel this overwhelming desire to adopt a child. I ordered some bubble bath and roll-on bath paint from Avon recently and tonight I busted them out for my boys. They love bath time but tonight was extra special. Hudson got out and said "man...that was a pretty bubbly bath!" It just made me think...some children NEVER get to have a bubble bath. How sad is that??? Something as simple as a bubble bath and there are children who would be lucky just to have a bath. It hurts my heart so much and I know thats the Lord speaking to me. I can help one child...I can have my girl at the same time. Then the selfish (Satan) voice inside me says "but can you handle NEVER being pregnant again?" and I seriously dont know the answer to that. That is my biggest struggle. We dont want 4 children. We couldn't adequately provide for four children and we dont have room for four. Three is perfect. So what do I do? I am listening to the Lord...and patiently waiting on that one.
I think that is my stream of consciousness for tonight...and it felt good to get that off my chest! Stay tuned...
Sunday, July 25, 2010
My Ordinary Life...
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
It's bitterSWEET
Hudson is going through this "baby talk" stage and it really gets annoying fast! I really dont have the patience for it because I know that he can talk properly if he tries but I guess he is just wanting attention. He loves the weather lately and wearing shorts is his favorite part! I cant believe in just a few short months he is going to go to preschool. Amazing.
This past weekend me, Andy and the boys drove two and a half hours to purchase a 2007 Nissan Quest which I absolutely love and have been researching for the past 3 or 4 months. My personality is such that I cant stop searching until I know I got one of the best deals available. It is so annoying but to say the least I am NOT an impulse buyer at all. We drove all that way, filled out some paperwork and the are going to deliver it to us tomorrow. I am sooooo excited! Just to have more room to put stuff and be able to take more people with me when I go places. I know that the gas is going to really stink but I really see a future with this van. I picture lots of road trips and vacations with our family. I think the most important thing you can do for your kids is create memories. I was ready for a vacation, like...yesterday!
I will update with pictures soon :0)
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
My #1 Job
In a way I am excited to work more and make some extra money. I just hope and pray that it will all work out with the boys. I never want to take them to a daycare center. Not that daycare centers are bad at all...in fact there are wonderful daycare centers out there...it's just not me. Hudson will be starting preschool this year too so this wont be for forever. Just until my boys get into school. I thank the Lord that my job is needed and that my boss has offered this to me at a time when the economy is so bad. I am thankful 100% for that. I am just the type of person who has to have a schedule and a routine. Right now this plan sounds a little chaotic in my head and it is freaking me out a bit but hey...Rome wasnt built in a day, right?
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Not So Sure...
Anyways on a happier note the weather is getting warmer as time goes on and I absolutely love it! We are already planning out some landscaping for the outside and flowers and screening in our back patio...I just love the warm weather and we just dont get enough of it in NY, thats for sure! And with the warm weather comes overtime for Andy as the college preps for graduation! It makes for long days for me but luckily its only for a month or so.
Ok...Im going to see what else I can do to pass time while he cries and cries...UGH! Please just give in Brody :0( You are tearing mommys heart out!!
Friday, February 26, 2010
One Year Old
My precious baby boy,
It has already been a year since you entered into this world...where has the time gone? After long anticipating your arrival, you decided to surprise mommy and come three weeks early! I couldnt believe it when the Doctor sent us upstairs to the hospital to have you...I was so not prepared. But nonetheless, you were going to come and I had no idea how much love my heart could hold. In the beginning we had some rough issues with jaundice and breastfeeding but a month passes and you were an old pro! I could tell right from the beginning that you were truly a mommy's boy...and there is nothing better. The moments we have shared are priceless. The moment you began smiling and saying dada and mama you just lit up our lives in so many ways!
The best part about it all is how much you love your big brother! There is nothing more precious than to see you two interact now that you are getting bigger. You scream when Hudson takes something from you and even though mommy may be in the other room, i know that distinct scream! lol. and of course I rescue you :0) Your brother is wonderful with you most of the time and I can see already that you are going to have a very close relationship. Your personality is something else! You are stubborn and funny and just so darn cute and you know it! You get away with more than your brother did and I just dont know why? You stand up on the couch and I say "sit down!" and you give me the most devious grin and stay standing and all I can do is laugh! Then of course after I laugh, I take the couch cushions off and put them on the floor so if you do fall, you wont get hurt. What example is that setting??? Ugh! In some areas you have me wrapped around your finger! Ill admit it. At the same time I realize we need to reign you in a bit :0) or you will give us a run for our money!!
I love you to pieces and you are now officially a toddler! I look forward to enjoying the next chapter of your life and I thank the Lord for sending you to me. There couldn't be a more perfect gift that he could have given me on February 26, 2009. Just as I am constantly reminding your brother, I will tell you everyday..."you're special and I love you"
Love always,
Mommy
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Another wedding day...
My precious boy wants nothing more in life but to marry his mom! Yes...some of you may be thinking that is just gross! But hey...he is only three and I am going to enjoy it while I can! Someday he is going to fall in love and I will not be the only girl in his life anymore!
We were on our "date day" about a month ago and I had to go to khols. He saw the table filled with rings and he was So excited! "Mommy!!!!! Look I can get you a ring and we can get married!!!!!!" I just took it all in and let him pick one out and I will cherish it forever!
It just reminds me how pure and untainted our children are! It makes me just want to keep him sheltered and under my wing forever. This is a cruel world...how am I going to do it?
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Step by step
We have about three weeks until brodys first birthday!! Yesterday my friend came over with her little boy who was born the same exact day as Brody! It's so fun to see them together! Her little boy was a walking pro!!!! Brody just kept looking at him like "oh....that's How you do it!" Lol it was too cute! My friend got him to take two steps while she was here and he has been trying to figure it out ever since! This morning he took three steps! I'd just keeps standing and trying it! I can't believe the time has come. It's bitter sweet!
Well I better go get caught ur on laundry. Yuck!!!!!
Monday, February 1, 2010
Posting from my droid
I just love this phone and I can't explain it! Maybe I will even blog more often! Lol. I haven't even touched my mini laptop in three days! Everything that I ever got on the internet for I can do right from my phone! Unbelievable!
Anyways...our cheerleaders placed first at competition this weekend so that was exciting! We are now going to compete at the NY state competition in utica on February 27th. I am so proud of the girls!
Brody is going to be 1 this month! I am planning the party and trying to decide whether to do construction theme or farm theme :) taking a poll!!
Hudson is getting so big and is almost three and a half! His age is so much fun, I just can't stand it! Well...I better go:) its so convenient that I could do this all day!!
Sunday, January 24, 2010
one too many?
Friday, January 15, 2010
Brand New Day
"hellooo" (which really sounds like "ahhhh") the other day it was his jelly sandwich...eww. But Hudson really got a kick out of it. Hudson is a wonderful big brother, setting aside the few times he has tried to tackle him thinking that he is big enough to defend himself. I love having boys...they love their mommies soo much and I really will miss these days.
I usually dont make new years resolutions because I am not good at sticking with it! This year I am just making it a goal for me to cook at home more often. Now that we have completed our kitchen, I actually enjoy being in my kitchen!
My dad has also opened a new restaurant which has kept our family very busy but there is nothing better than seeing my fathers dreams become reality. He is an amazing chef and I could not be prouder. I need to post more often too...I know :) Bye for now...
Thursday, November 12, 2009
So so big!!
Now...Brody has shocked me lately in how fast he is growing and doing things. He crawls all over and pulls himself up to everything! Just about a week ago he began to let go and stand there for a few seconds. Since he was about 6 mos old he has been clapping his hands and he has since learned to "praise Jesus!" (what most people would call "sooooo big") :0) He can say ball(bah) and bye bye(bah bah) and dada and uh oh(uhhhhhhh)! He still only has two teeth on the bottom which is way behind Hudson. Once Hudson got his first they just kept coming. Brody has found the stairs now too but he still cant quite crawl up them which is wonderful! (and literally just as i typed that hudson says "mommy brody is crawling up the stairs!!!" and Yes...my baby was up the first step ready to go up another! ahhhhhh!) So anyways Brody is getting bigger and I really love it :0)
Hudson is growing more imaginative everyday and has been working on writing his name for a while. He can write every letter now, I just have to remind him of the order. He is a boy that is soooooooo into sports--any kind of sport. Right now he is running around in his sponge bob pjs with his jordan sneakers on, a hawaiian bucket hat, baseball glove and batting gloves. lol You get the picture...its super cute. He constantly says he wants to be on tv and of course at this age you cant tell but its a great dream :0)
We are taking Hudson to the toby mac concert at the hammerstein ballroom in NYC a week from tomorrow and I am soooo excited. It will be nice to walk around the city for the day and to watch hudsons reaction as he sees the concert in person (he constantly watches the concert dvd, sings the songs in his microphone, puts on a toby mac hat and dances) Im sooo excited!!!! Brody will be staying the night with my mom which will be a first and I really pray that it goes well. He is not the best sleeper in the night, especially if the breast is not there. lol. And...not to mention the pumping issue!!! How does one pump in the middle of times square??? lol. I guess I will figure it out!
Well I have to go paint a cabinet...cant sit for too long :0)
Saturday, October 10, 2009
My Little Boy is Growing Up...
We have a little table and two chairs set up in our kitchen for Hudson. Andy told me that him and Hudson ate dinner at that table that night and when they were done, Brody was getting fussy and wanted Andy to rock him. So before cleaning up, Andy sat in the living room and rocked Brody to sleep. As he was rocking he heard Hudson tinkering around in the kitchen and when he looked to see what he was doing, this is what he saw: Hudson was actually cleaning up the little table. He took the paper plates and put them in the garbage, put the bowls and cups in the sink and then he got the dish cloth and wiped the table down, not before removing the placemat and cleaning that as well. That had to be the sweetest little scene to watch and I missed it :0(
After he was done he said, "Daddy, I cleaned up the table without anyone asking me!" lol. Im just amazed at how much they soak in just by watching our actions. Its also a reminder that we need to watch our own actions and make sure they are Godly at all times. Hard to do...but its a great goal!
Brody is getting closer and closer to crawling the real way even though the way he crawls now is probably just as fast. lol. He learned how to clap his hands yesterday!!! He copies Hudson when we sing, "clap clap clap your hands, clap your hands together..." He also gave my mom a wide open mouthed kiss 3 times lastnight! He is totally the child who will do what he wants when he wants on his own terms, not yours. I have tried all morning to get a kiss and he turns his cheek. ugh...lol. Must be Dama is THAT special! :0)
Hope everyone has a great saturday and yes, Im going to fix my header, just have to do it on the other computer and I havent wanted to. lol.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
A Trip to the Dentist
When I was finished, then it was Hudsons turn to take a ride in the chair. I had gelled his hair into a mohawk so when she told him to lay his head back he responded, "I cant, I have gel in my hair!" We laughed and I explained to him that it would be ok. She counted his teeth with this tool that looked like a hook. Before she put that thing in his mouth he said, "Dont use that end!" (the end with the point) lol. So then he got to pick out his Cars toothbrush and a toy and he was sooo excited. The entire way home he kept saying "Mommy, are my teeth shiny????" lol. Of course I said YESSSS VERY! Its really the little things that we can do for our children...I just had to blog about my wonderful morning with my big boy. Here is a pic of the big boy:

Tonight...date night with daddy! This really is the first time going out alone since Brody was born so I am very excited! Hope everyone enjoys their Friday night!
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Fall Has Arrived...
I woke up this morning to a 61 degree house and I really cannot believe it. It actually is depressing. We have a EdenPURE space heater that we have been using to take the chill off downstairs but this morning the furnace had to be turned on as well and it was pretty sad. Andy was texting me and telling me not to do it but there is no way Im going to make my babies freeze!!
Brody is getting around everywhere and pretty fast I might add for not crawling the real way yet. He is so close but just not quite there yet. To be honest, Im not ready for him to crawl. My house is NOT baby proofed. Hudson is really helping me out in that sense because he is always watching out for Brody and what he had and what he is putting in his mouth. The other day brody had a small motorcycle helmet in his head and Hudson told Andy right away! That could have been bad!
I am really struggling with the fact that I dont feel like i can let Brody cry it out. His cry is sooo loud that Im sure Hudson would wake up. Not to mention the fact that we have hardwood floors and everything echos! Brody is at the point where he needs to cry it out. Maybe it will take Hudson waking up for a few nights just until Brody learns. Ugh...I keep putting it off but I do want good sleepers.
Cheerleading is keeping me busy so I rarely have a moment to post but hopefully now that I have this handy little thing, you will see me posting more often. :0)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
3 year/6 month STATS
Hudson went first and was so glad that he didn't have to have any shots(I was a bit relieved myself). He stepped up on the scale and still weighs 39 lbs. He has been there for a while. He is also 39", so you can say he is "square" right about now! He is 90th percentile for height/weight but the doctor is very happy with how healthy he is! I knew this was his first "big boy" check-up because he had to strip down to his undies and put a gown on :0) Sooooo cute I must say! We have a very healthy three year old whose vocabulary shocks me everyday! The other day he said to me..."we have to ask our father first....yeah, because that's appropriate!" lol. He's just too cute. And...if you look at the link to our youtube videos you can see that he knows the ENTIRE Lord's prayer! PRECIOUS! Now THAT will make Jesus smile :0) (that's what I tell him)
Then Brody was next...he has one tooth which popped through on August 29th and the other one is on its way! He weighed 18 lbs 8 oz and was 29" long! He is 70th percentile for weight and 75th for height. Brody checked out just fine also and the shots followed the exam :0(. Pitiful...and to make it worse, he fell asleep on me while we were waiting for them to come back with them (because it was 10am morning nap time) so they decided to do a sneak attack. Poor baby! I hate shots.
Well everything is going pretty well with us and I am exited to say that the next time I post....it will be from my new Dell Netbook! So excited! :0)


